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God has put in each of us His finger print.  Some would say that it's a hole that can only be filled by him. Do we understand those places are there in us or on us, if we don't know him?  I think no,? though even before I learned who Jesus Christ was I knew that this world was made by a greater power.  

The first time I remember talking to God was when I was two I think.  It was because of beauty, color,  smell, sound and a race to the mail box with my uncle Tony.  It was fall and my family was spending time in wisconsin during the Autumn season.  I thanked God for the grass and the lake, the beautiful trees and for the smells of  lake and fish.  

I sat on someone's lap on the boat in the lake maybe it was uncle Tony again. It was moving fast,  I leaned over the side of the boat and felt the water rush hard and cold on my finger tips.  

I don't remember talking about God with my family, I only remember this natural world speaking to me about him.  when I was five someone told me the story of Jesus Christ.  God alowed me to understand. He helped me to chose to believe in His Son.  It was summer 1980 and I was outside on cool green grass under a blue sky. 

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