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a few thoughts from wednesday morning

In the monkeys flying report today, It's morning, and I’m looking out the window of the coffee shop. I’m drinkin some coffee and as I write on this page, the snow has started to fall. The coffee shop is a busy place. There is a buzz of voices humming around the room, along with the constant rumble of the milk foamer and the grinder. I like these sounds they are familiar and this coffee shop is as well. I am very glad though that I don’t work here anymore. It’s one thing to spend time in the café sipping coffee; it is another to be the bar tender, too much stress for me.

I don’t like stress it has an adverse effect on the body. I get to see it first hand everyday, now that I’m a massage therapist. Stress makes people ill. It makes them unwell not just emotionally, but physically. When will this culture figure this out? Health care needs to start covering care that is maintenance oriented in its nature! If they would do such a thing, the cost of health care would drop drastically! Duuu!

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