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Gray Fluffy Clouds

In The Monkeys flying report today, there is a load of rain being dumped on b-town as I type this blurb. The sun did make a show up in the waking ours of the day, but was soon replaced with a bunch of gray fluffy clouds that let fourth their cold heavy drops. Some times my heart and mind needs the rain, it needs the rain to match the emotion of my being. It was a good day, good fellowship and good food were present as was good friends and good work as well. Despite the good of the day, my mood was sad and tired, more than once the gray fluffy clouds in my mind brought warm heavy drops of rain to my eyes and pored down my cheeks. I miss the warmth of spring and summer I miss the sun but today I don’t wish the clouds away, I don’t wish for the ground to be dry and free of water, today I sigh in agreement.

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